My Colorful Thought

Title Suggested by: SANA MAHIN (Thank you)

Today morning I got a call from a closed friend after a long time. He had conveyed me  wishes for Holi, so did I. We talked about our present ,past and future. I was happy to know about his growth and I think for sure he might have felt the same,  I could not  answer one simple question which he asked. After we were done talking I hung up the phone with a small dissatisfaction of ‘why I could not answer my friends simple question’. The question was ,”what is your favorite color?”. I could not answer that question as I wasn’t sure about which color I liked.

I walked into the balcony thinking about the question. It was a beautiful eve in Visakapatnam where I had a view of the vast dark blue ocean which met the light blue sky at the end of the world. A few minutes later I had seen something more beautiful . What a beauty it was, so scenic , the sunset . It was so wonderful.  The whole view just got stuck in my mind. After the sun has completely sunk into the ocean I took a break and went into the kitchen to make myself tea. I sat on the sofa, had a sip of hot tea and started thinking about my favorite color. The view which was stored in my mind flashed. I thought of choosing my favorite color, on the day of festival of colors. Initially I thought orange was my favorite color as it was the color of the sun when it was setting, so for an instant I thought orange was my favorite color. But dark blue color of the see was also so good and light blue color of the sky was awesome. I got confused again.So to opt  my favorite color i found a way. I thought of imaging each color for sun, sea and sky. The color which will make all three of them more beautiful will be my favorite color. Haha that was the best option..!So i finally started painting orange for sea and sky  in my mind. Uhhhhh….. orange was pretty awesome on sun but it faded out on sea and sky. Similar was the case with dark blue , it was cool on sea but when I imagined on sky and sun, forget about it, nature lost its glow. So was the case of sky blue. I came to the conclusion that orange was exceptional on sun , dark blue was pretty good on the sea and light blue on the sky. These colors were beautiful on particular bodies only , other than on those bodies these colors lost their beauty. Similar is the case with humans ,we are born with our own colors I mean characters.But with time we change our colors  for others ( for society, for the ones we love, for the ones we hate and so on ) and loose our beauty .

I think to be who you are is the  true beauty. Now my favorite color is ……..

      Hello everybody this is  Vijay , hope you remember me. I used to write priority , I think I wrote around 10 chapters of priority. For some personal reasons I thought of being away from blogging but I got addicted to it. So I wrote this untitled content here. If you like this content please suggest the title for this content in the comment box . If  more than one title is suggested I will choose title which is more apt.

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PRIORITY 10.

                                I was suggested bed rest for two days by the doctor. To hide the truth from mom I told her that I met with an accident when I was driving Madhu’s bike that too when he wasn’t there. She still thinks that I can’t ride a bike and so she was furious at Madhu for giving his bike to me. I went to the college on third day after that night mare, everyone were asking me about my swollen face and eye , it was so irritating and embarrassing when everyone were staring at me. Every faculty who came to the class asked me for a detailed explanation of my disfigured face. Finally after class I went to the canteen. I ordered a plate meal and sat on table where no one was there, it was too tough for me to eat as the spicy curry were burning my torn lips and on the other hand I was not able to open my mouth completely. I cursed Shilpa as all this happened because of her.

“How are you now?” said Madhu occupying the empty chair opposite to me.

“Not able to eat properly “, I replied.

“Hello”, said Bhanu who came there a moment after Madhu met me. She sat just beside Madhu.

“How are you?” enquired Bhanu.

Damn ….. I am gonna break my jaw answering this fucking question.

“I am fine”, I replied.

“Sweetie can you get me noodles, I am starving”, said Bhanu. Madhu did not waste a second, he ran towards the food counter to get Bhanu what she wanted.

Sweetie…….. uffff…. It sounded to me as if she was calling a dog, never mind Madhu was acting like a dog.   

“I think the que at the food counter is very lengthy and it will take him around 15 minutes to get the noodles, it is better if both of go out and eat”, I said.

“It’s ok I sent him intentionally as I wanted to talk to you in private”, said Bhanu.

Now what……

“Can I ask you something?” said Bhanu.

Definitely she is going to ask something which won’t be comfortable for me to answer. What to do?

“Come on”, she said when I was hesitating to reply.

“Ok”, I said

“Is there anything between you and Shilpa”?

Hypothetical question. Even I wasn’t sure about what was happening between us.

“It’s just unexplainable Bhanu”.

“Ok that itself is explaining everything Arjun”.

Good for you now don’t eat my brain I need to finish my meal.

“What is your opinion about Shilpa”, Asked Bhanu a moment later.

She is hot, sexy, arrogant, head strong, alcoholic and what not….

“She is a nice girl but she is a bit bold”, I replied.

“Bit…! She is not bit bold she is the boldest. She is a slut”. Said Bhanu.

The rice just got blocked in my throat when she said that and I could not breathe properly so I coughed out the rice. Bhanu immediately offered me water. I drank some water and breathed heavily. It took me a minute to settle down.

What the …….did you forget that you are talking about your friend.

“Bhanu she is your friend, she helped you when you were struggling and this is what you say about your friend”. I said.

“Arjun, I know her and that is why I am telling you about her. All night she would be at pubs partying that too with different men”.

Is a girl partying at night with men called slut? What kind of a fucking statement is that and can’t the so called different men be her friends.

“Recently I have been observing you and I could easily find out your interest on Shilpa. But trust me she is not your type and even if something works between you and Shilpa it might not last long”. Said Bhanu.

    Whatever Bhanu said was being accepted by my brain but my heart wasn’t accepting it. I could not take it when she was speaking so harshly about Shilpa. I just felt like supporting Shilpa and our never existing relationship.

 “Bhanu, why do you think she was with different men? “, I asked.

“Maybe for fun”, said Bhanu.

“No, she doesn’t love any of them and I am pretty sure that once she is in love with anybody , forget about partying she cannot even look into the eyes of other man”, I said this and stood up without finishing  my meal as I was pissed off when Bhanu was talking crap about Shilpa. Bhanu could not talk anything further. I took my bag and when I was about to leave I said,” She will die for the one whom she loves even if it is me who is not her type “.

I wasn’t really not sure about my statement and I know Bhanu was telling this for my own good but I did not know why I had defended Shilpa who doesn’t even care about me. Madhu saw me leaving and asked me to wait but I did not care, I just walked away.

 

PRIORITY 8TH WEEK NEW

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HELLO EVERYBODY I HAD TO REMOVE THE POST “PRIORITY-8” FROM MY BLOG TODAY AS ONE OF MY READER COULD FIND MISTAKES IN IT. HE MAILED ME HIS SUGGESTIONS .

LAST WEEK I HAD A VERY HECTIC SCHEDULE AND SO I COULDN’T CONCENTRATE MUCH ON WRITING .SO THE FINAL RESULT DID NOT COME OUT GOOD

I CORRECTED IT AS PER THE SUGGESTIONS I GOT AND I AM POSTING IT AGAIN AS PRIORITY- 8TH WEEK NEW.

I AM OPEN FOR ANY SUGGESTIONS OR FEEDBACKS FROM YOU . I WOULD LIKE TO CORRECT MYSELF AND IMPROVE. THANKYOU

THE PRIORITY 2

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                     Hello everybody happy chirstmas.Today is monday and as i said  i am releasing next 6 pages of priorty in priority -2nd week, this is the continution of priority1m( first 5 pages of priority) released last thursday.Please follow me if you like this blog. I will be waiting for your feedback and hope you enjoy.